`Godspeed` is the first novel by Lynn Breedlove. No idea who
she is? Only one of the most significant dyke musicians alive today.
Forget Melissa Etheridge or kd lang or even Avril Lavigne, Breedlove
could kick their arses any day as lead singer and general hellraiser
with Tribe 8, the first and best punk dyke band in history. If
Tribe 8 are the Sex Pistols, then Breedlove is easily the lesbo
equivalent of a sneering Johnny Rotten at his `God Save the Queen`
best. With a pedigree like that you`d expect her first book to
be a cracker. Luckily it is.
`Godspeed` is the rambling story of Jim, an occasional bike messenger
boi-dyke in San Francisco, who has a lust for speed, the chemical
kind. Throughout the novel Jim gets addicted to whizz, deals, kicks,
starts using again, and so on. It`s not your average drug redemption
story, but it`s obviously based on Breedlove`s own experiences
as an addict in past years, and that`s what makes it compelling
and real. Jim goes on the road as a hired hand with a band that`s
not a million miles away from Tribe 8 and finds some kind of peace
with himself. There`s a love story intertwined in it as well, but
naturally it`s unconventional and of course there`s no fairy-tale
ending.
Breedlove energises what could be a hackneyed story with spot-on
character portraits of people around her scene, including the bike
messenger users who hang around a vacant lot, and Ally, the love
of Jim`s life. From her list of acknowledgements, and the lyrics
to her Hag Anthem, the prose in `Godspeed` is so power-charged
that reading it makes you feel as though you`ve been mainlining
crystal meth too!
Like `Valencia,` written by fellow Sister Spit performer Michelle
Tea, `Godspeed` is a snapshot of a crazy time and place. It`s hard
to believe that Breedlove survived those times, but any reader
of this book would be glad that she did, and that she lived to
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You know, it really thrills me when locally known or identified
talents suddenly hit upon new levels of achievement or notoriety,
a convergence of details all in their favor or the creation of
their finest work to date, hitting their full artistic stride
or the top of their game, entering a realm that will likely insure
them some of the exposure they so richly
deserve. There have been a couple of shining examples of this recently
and it would be a sin to not faithfully sing their praises here
in the pages of Beat This.
The first is Lynn Breedlove, upon the publication of her first
novel entitled Godspeed. Lynn, best known as the full-on, balls-to-the-wall
vocalist for the punk dyke metal band Tribe 8 whose very existence
has pushed issues of expression and equality and sexuality into
places and faces as diverse and unsuspecting as the male dominant
punk rock scene and the separatist and initially perplexed Michigan
women's music festival for a decade now. There was really nothing
like seeing Lynn onstage skank dancing in a circular motion, shirtless
with a strap on dildo sticking out of her pants, which at times
she'd eventually saw off with a chainsaw or dull knife or force
a guy in the audience to go down on, but the simple fact that she
did these things not just here in SF but all across the states
in places where people weren't so tolerant of anarchist feminist
political vaudeville, or mock genital mutilation, or genitals for
that matter. Wherever Tribe 8 went, they blazed the trail for so
many other women of the underground, lesbians that even most lesbians
were afraid of, the marginalized subculture of extreme butches
to FTM's, mod prims, green-haired punk dykes, cartoonists, lesbian
S&M sex workers, women of contemporary literature, aggressive
spoken word artists and poets, filmmakers etc., all these unique
factions brought together by simple mutual admiration and respect
for Tribe8's tireless commitment or just the awe they inspired
in so many others like themselves to be themselves. After all,
not every dyke wore khakis, had bad mullet haircuts and dangly
earrings and listened to the Blazing Redheads.
There was a new outrageous dyke emerging, defying assimilation,
being confrontational, throttling the gay community with artistic
endeavors replete with political purpose, creating a new voice
and opening the floodgates to thousands of others. To me Lynn Breedlove
was the perfect example the new and extreme lesbian of the 90's,
Futuredyke, like a super-hero flanked by her band of equally empowered,
fearless female greats. She also created and ran an all-female
bike messenger service called Lickety-Split and one day she had
some photos delivered to my home to accompany an article I was
writing and the messenger who made the delivery was the most stunningly
beautiful woman imaginable, an enigma with eyes that danced with
light, and I thought, Lynn, you're such a dude, imagining a fleet
of similar Goddesses making up her staff.
More recently there has been some changes in Tribe 8's line-up,
most notably the departure of long time guitarist Lynn Flipper,
a great player with teen idol-good looks who has decided to make
films instead of music for now. Her departure had some worried
about the fate of Tribe 8 but some new players were added and reportedly
the change has sparked new life into the band. Enough so to have
earned them a spot on an upcoming bill that in some ways must be
a big highlight, thrill or milestone for them as a band, for on
April 25 at the Warfield Theater Tribe 8 will be opening for Siouxsee
and the Banshees! But wait! Right at press time another show was
added on the
previous night at the Fillmore same line-up so that's twice they'll
have the honor-and a possible second chance for folks to get tickets
as the Warfield show sold out like instantly.
But enough about that, the book Godspeed (St Martin's Press, $24.95)
is what I wanted to talk up here. I'm only about half way through
Lynn's first novel and it's the kind of book I purposely force
myself to put down and halt my consumption of it because I want
to make it last as it is so rich and fascinating and hard and funny,
a page turner that takes you on a journey weaving in and out of
harsh reality and drug induced hallucinatory whimsy, memories to
present moments, heroism to humility, violence to tenderness all
in a rapid-fire highly detailed manner so fresh it crackles with
amplified surges of uncontrolled noise, rolls you through filth
and smells so acrid and blows directly to the synapse of nervous
impulse as opposed to just getting under your skin. You experience
this uniquely alive turn of the phrase with all five senses and
it takes your breath away. For a first novel this is so strong
it's frightening.
In the acknowledgements it states, "Mom says to tell everyone
this is a work of FICTION." as the book's main character Jim,
a dyke bike messenger speed freak who dates strippers and kicks
ass and sells drugs and lives in a squat and tours as a roadie
for a punk dyke band, bears some definite parallels to Lynn's own
life. If you've ever heard Breedlove do any readings or spoken
word stuff that she does so magnificently, you have an idea of
the narrative fast paced style Godspeed takes on, but just an idea
because she hits on a whole new realm of effectiveness in construction
and she tells so many stories within stories, with incredible characters
bouncing in and out of Jim's singular quest for the ultimate drug
high or the love of Ally Cat, the stripper of his heart who can't
abide the junkie behaviors yet can show him glimpses of the one
thing in life he might fully submit to, romantic love.
Or at least that's what I've gathered so far, being only halfway
through the book and savoring each chapter like a fine feast. I
will say that the book portrays certain drug experiences with the
most evocative accuracy and conceptually detailed descriptions
that I've ever read. The rituals, the preparation, the ceremony,
the high, its metamorphosis as you introduce another drug on top,
and then another, the personalities encountered in buying drugs,
the people surrounding dealers, the casualties who lose their minds
and are hearing aliens, the perpetual tweak projects that never
reach completion, and some of the most graphic and ugly details
of severe abuse I've ever heard-they're all in there-the agony
and the ecstasy, served up without judgment, romance or glamour,
just the truth.
I maybe should read the rest of it before going on more but I
think the literary world is going to take note and recognize that
with Godspeed a brilliant new talent has emerged-alive and kicking
ass. Buy this book-it's beyond just great.
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Early reviews of Lynn Breedlove's first novel have
suggested its significance is based on the storyline of a drug-addicted
lesbian bike messenger surviving in the underworlds of San Francisco
and New York."Godspeed is the most important novel this side
of Naked Lunch," says author Judith Halberstam of the book's
release. "Imagine The Odyssey set to loud punk music and featuring
a tough butch hero on a quest for her stripper girlfriend."
Don't
believe it. The lead singer for the lesbian punk band Tribe 8 and
spoken-word artist as featured with the troupe Sister Spit has
indeed put forward a worthy piece of literary work. But innovation
tends to thrive outside confinement, and the brilliance of Godspeed,
while propelled by its characters' lives, is not dependent on its
plot, or even its premise that the world revolves around tattooed
jobless lesbians on the run. And with all due respect to Burroughs,
Breedlove's book goes far beyond the disassociation and science
of addiction, redefining not only gender and culture, but how thought
itself should be conveyed upon the page.
This was apparent even
at a brief reading as part of the Harvey Milk Institute's Arts
and Lecture Series on Thursday, April 4. Godspeed, published by
St. Martin's Press, would celebrate its release that night to the
tune of an all-star lesbian/FTM lineup and a packed house at San
Francisco's new LGBT Community Center.
The evening's genderfucked
punk theme was set early on, with Breedlove's fellow Sister Spitster
Sini Anderson picking up microphone frequencies through her nose
ring, and transgender hip-hop poet Marcus Rene Van sputtering the
rhythms of marginalization. But this was Breedlove's night, with
a table set up for autographs and a slide show providing a glimpse
of the images that provoked her groundbreaking work from life onto
paper.
The hero of Godspeed, a lesbian named Jim, has something
to say about everything in a way that has never before been said,
and doesn't apologize for assuming you understand.
"The great
thing about history is it makes you whole," Jim muses
while imagining quizzing young punksters on their cultural forefathers. "No
more lonesome fragment, me."
And on heterosexuality, she delivers a theoretical
conversation that may even strike a chord with some members of
the opposite-gender-loving population:
"Oh yeah, let's pretend we have stuff in common. OK we don't. OK, I'll
just pretend I'm not me at all and that I know what you're talking
about. OK great, and I'll just ignore you."
The story itself may hook you,
and why shouldn't it? We're breathing bus fumes down hills and
through South of Market, kicking ass and calling straight boys "faggot";
giving up everything for a girl because she's the only one who
wouldn't want you to; jumping from the streets to the crafty finagling
of sustenance and shelter; trading roadie labor for a chance to
ride the sex-driven tour bus of a dyke band known as Hostile Mucous;
bodyguarding a drag queen weakened by AIDS; falling for a bio-fag
who wants you because you can't hurt each other; almost loving
a rebound f**k whose tears just come too soon; avenging the sloppy
rapes of the world, Lorena Bobbitt-style; and defending a Manhattan
squat by throwing Molotov cocktails at the cops below, all in the
midst of kicking — and rekindling — a relationship.
But
it is the careful construction of reckless language — as
well as what isn't said — that will ensure Godspeed's place
in our community's canon.
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